thank you for being honest.
that is ok,
actually i think school has only to teach you how to learn for your own…
from then on you are your own boss.
sadly, when you apply for a job, you will meet that old fashioned ones,
who ask you about school grades,
without any understanding of the background,
or the ability to judge you by your motivation…
but here it means a lot,
you are not motivated to learn processing
we are not motivated to teach you…